My life as a mom...

There is nothing as wonderful as being a mommy. In my opinion. I always dreamed of being one, and I have to say, so far, it is everything I dreamed of and more.

I couldn't ask for more beautiful, happy, good babies. I feel so incredibly blessed to have been given such amazing gifts. Both Abbey & Dylan amaze me every day with everything they are learning and the little people they are turning into.I love seeing their distinct personalities coming out.

Abbey is definitely becoming her own little person. She is getting to the age (5 months) when her personality is really starting to come out and she is much more involved/active. The way she "talks," observes, and interacts with things/people are all showing us little tid bits into the person she will become. It is so fascinating to watch.

So here is my opinion, two little ones this close in age is A LOT of work. It's hard to get a break, you are constantly meeting their needs all day long that you barely get to meet one of your own. However, it is worth every unbrushed piece hair, dirty spit up shirt, tired eyes, and aching back! I know this is such a short time period in our lives and I am soaking up every chaotic and beautiful moment we have. It is such a special time in our lives.

I've found the hardest times to be "feeding" times. When both kids are hungry. I have to say, one thing about your kids being close in age is that they really must learn patience. One usually always has to wait for the other to be taken care of. Also entertaining themselves. I was so worried when Abbey was born that we would "break" Dylan, that he would be mad, feel forgotten, you know. But I have to say, it has been the greatest thing for him. I know it will only get better once Abbey can actually "play" with him. He just loves having her around. And I love that they will always have each other.

So a lot of people think it's crazy to have two so close in age, but personally, I think, it's great. You get the best of both worlds, sweet cuddly baby, and active entertaining toddler. Plus the sleep deprivation, changing diapers, etc. isn't so shocking since your already used to it.

Family is so important to me, and taking care of these two kids is one of the best jobs I could ever have. I love showering them with love and watching Luke do the same, I love seeing us all grow together as our own little family.